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I'll admit, I don't have much knowledge on what the entirety of the Palestine/Gaza current situation is myself, but what I know is that it's fucked and needs to stop for good I might be a bit late right now, but I'll consider joining the movement regarding #FreePalestine

Therefore, although I'll keep working on things for DFJ2024 on the backside, the days will be scheduled for after January 28th as well as whatever else I might bring over; the sacrifice's worth to get the memo across for the sake of the people hurt

Some things I won't be able to do regarding the boycott itself, but monetary support for Google bosses or any other company that supports Israel's bs? No, plain and simple

I'll consider doing some art regarding the situation too alongside my normal list, but I'll need time to do and post so Anyway, that's all I got to notify from here onwards God bless y'all, specially palestinians and israelis that disagree with the genocide

#CeasefireNOW

EDIT/UPDATE: So after I though things a bit slower (I posted this on a heated moment) I've decided to just stick to reposting people's work regarding the situation whenever it can be done.

Mind you, I'm still against what 1sr43l is doing, but I won't get too into it as it's a way more complicated topic than what it seems on the overall (also politics and religion are a hazey topic to me)

So yeah, despite the upper notes, I'll still keep my personal posting in hiatus besides the palestine solidarity reposts I'm sorry I can't do more from this point, but to however that's more able to do more for the cause, be my guest

God bless

**I had to use a translator for this one, though I rewrote some things so it stuck good enough to the Spanish og, just fyi**

Hello, y’all

It's been a while...quite a long one, actually

And that is why I have decided to open up this post, since I feel that, the longer I stay isolated, the less I want to progress in my project(s); and if I don't do something about it, I'll end up procrastinating for way more time than I really need (and have before school starts eeeee-)

I'll be short: I was overloaded with things. As simple as that.

Although I know that, in the wide world of art, I am practically a nobody, when I see that there’s people who like what I do or, at the very least, show an amount of interest )))this small(((, might be one or many, It grants me the chance to express a little more of the idea and, hopefully, take it somewhere (if you were in the right place and time, you'll know what I'm talking about)

However, that same enthusiasm ended up backfiring on me after I got too excited about other things (yoo-hoo- BF'sH? The ugly mess of sketches I put on my tooter after my FNF fan drawing? Can you recall? .o.); I couldn't focus on one thing without jumping to the other and well... it got to a point where I felt so ashamed of myself that well I ended on hek and hid there because I felt like I was failing those who had me (and I still hope have) good faith in my work.

And the shame went into anxiety, and from anxiety to discouragement…and there it stayed. Don’t worry though, I'm already a little better (discouraged at the present moment, but at least I'm not a tangle of emotions like I was a few months ago, thanks to geesus)

But hey, I'm not blaming anyone for this decline of mine. The one who did not know how to handle her agenda well was urs dum-dum truly over here, and for that I may apologize. I did not want to disappoint you guys’ confidence, and although my speed is not the same as before (quarantine and insomnia are tremendous bitches), I really want to do my best to recover the time that sadly went to waste to progress in the projects that, to this moment, have traction here (it's going to get heavy but I'll see what I can do there)

However, I won't be posting much at the moment beyond WIPs and a few ugly homemade memes (if my inner funni gai is still alive, I miss my occasional shitposts c': (?) until I have it complete ( BR is no problem, it is I who doesn't want to do myself the favor of collaborating :''/ -not to mention that my style quite evolved while I wasn't working on it and well sometimes it's hard for me to do the trad without thinking 'damn what a radical change from this a that' :'^o) so in that way it can be just one upload and you don't have to wait any longer than necessary

How am I going to upload it?

...that's a discussion for another day shush-

However, that 'time out' helped me to have more appreciation and compassion (“) for the things I do (I even dedicated to retrieve and save sketches that I left scattered among my notebooks in order to have them in a safe place so that they don’t end up lost in the abyss(?), among other little things that aren’t really relevant to the point now

But hey, what counts is that I'm ready to return (maybe not with the activity I used to have, but hello, here I am, don't forget me-(?)

Now, speaking of what I have on the agenda right now…

For the past few months (since October-November I think), I've been working on an animation project regarding an FNF 'mod' of my own (hint: my Tumblr) thanks to having Vegas back (although I'm working on a newer version now), and to 'compensate ' the fack I lack knowledge about making mods that fiddle with the code a bit to add other things of their own (tricky, shaggy, etc.). However, I know there are already three other persons (counted from memory) who 'funked' the same topic in their own style (I don't know if before or after me tho, I didn’t vibe-check it yet), and I'm cool with that; I consider mine’s as my 'take' on the subject -although changing/polishing some things of my idea in its BETA state

…not to mention that my reasons for not saying much about it, other than the above, would also be how some people in the FNF community are (every day we break new ruining-communities-in the-shortest-time-possible records, and more than funny , it's kind of sad ;-; ) and an event that I'd rather not explain in depth

However, previously I put together a small 'system' to work on more than one thing simultaneously, and although I haven't been following it lately due to lack of motivation, I want to resume back to it in order to return to the flow of progress I had before (it wasn't the most amount but something is something, worse is nothing, right?)

Anyway, I think that with this alone you all can break down your own conclusions; however, in case there’s any sort of doubt, y’all are within your right to express it down here. Though, if you guys know me well enough, you will be more than clear about how I am with notifications, so… yeah

Thank y’all for reading this wordpile of mine, see you later.

-Phiddie ‘da hoodghost'

Poem Author

YouInventedMe

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i.

step one

put the quarter in

prepare to beat your high score

morph into your second skin

joy comes from a joystick

or press of the buttons

mash 'em all at once

and can't nobody tell you nothin'

transform under neon lights

conquer every hurdle

whether you're a

spiky-haired yellow kid

or pizza-eating turtle

ii.

catch that Pac-Man fever

become an 8-bit junkie

it's more fun than a barrel

tossed at you by a monkey

find your magic sword & shield

to save Hyrule from doom

or use a Hundred Hand Slap

to prevent a Sonic Boom

prepare to hop

across the road

when the coast is clear

and finish any ninja

who says

"Get Over Here"

iii.

zombies ate your neighbors

and there's no one else to save ya

so act like you're a Belmont

and this is Castlevania

defeat those Ghouls ‘n Goblins

every unholy creation

birthed from the sick minds

of the Umbrella Corporation

want the uprising televised?

you've got the solution

set it all to music

and it's a

Dance Dance Revolution

iv.

you can brave the Dragon's Lair

or make Space Invaders bleed

but watch out

for that Asteroid

and stop the Centipede

you've got some dug to dig

you've got some toads to battle

there's bubbles to bobble

and snakes to roll ‘n' rattle

the time has come

you've leveled up

the power's flowin' in you

pull the flag down at the castle

save

and then continue

So, many months ago I found on my old computer's OS a peculiar program called Dasher" that's supposed to be a desktop keyboard where you use your mouse to write while holding a red line in a screen that's surrounded by letters, and according to what you want to write, you have to 'catch' the letters with the line, while the program automatically writes your text in the upper side of the screen (Google it if i didn't explain myself clearly to u k-)

ANYWAY -I decided to fuck around with it and let it write random things to see what kind of weird stuff I would get out of it.

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...lmao.